The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit. Psalm 34:18 The Lord won’t ever leave you especially when your heart is broken, HE LOVES YOU. He is so amazing and it has took me being in a low place to know how much he truely does love me. IF you do not know him personally i suggest you get to because the end is near and I know you want to Meet Him. Hes so amazing and he will get you through some rough times. GOD BLESS.
So, here lately i’ve been thinking a lot. Sometimes I don’t understand
why God makes me feel why I make myself feel so lonely. I just got out of a relationship, (well 6 months ago I did), and I’m still upset over it. I seen this quote the other day that said “Have you PRAYED about it as much as you’ve TALKED about it?”, and I started to question myself. Have I even prayed about the situation I was in? The answer was no. So, I got out my bible, and I prayed. I felt, not as sad and not as lonely, because of just talking to God and knowing HE is always there for me when no one else is. Every one is so tired of hearing about my broken-heart, and to be honest, I am too. But, I always know that God is never tired of hearing my problems, and he will make them better if I just ask him too. One verse I just found in my Bible that I can relate to right now is Proverbs 4:5-6. It reads, “Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you wich path to take.”. That verse is SO true. It’s hard to understand, or even It’s hard to do this, but you can’t want more then what God has given you. I mean, think about it. To me, the verse means, do not try and figure situations out by yourself, always pray about the things you face in life. Do not depend on your OWN understanding. He WILL show you which path to take. If things aren’t going how you want them to, pray about it. Ask God to tell you what to do. He will never fail you. He will always point you to the right path and tell you to follow it. Then its up too you, follow the path or depend on your own understanding. It’s always better to follow Gods path, SEEK HIS WILL IN ALL YOU DO. I know I don’t do everything as I’m suppose too. I sin, a lot. I ask forgiveness for those sins and I try hard not to follow the same path I was on. I pray, not as often as I should, but I pray. I love God will all of my heart and soul, with every inch of my body from my head to my toes. Philippians 4:6 says, “Don’t worry about anything, instead pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done.”. I thank God for saving me. I thank him for my friends, parents, family, school, house, job, everything. I GIVE ALL GLORY TO GOD. I try not to worry, I really do, and sometimes it’s so hard. But this verse, it re-plays over and over again in my head, and I say, “Lord please take this feeling away.” and then the worry, Its gone, from one simple prayer. Ephesians 6:11-12 “Put on all of God’s armor so that you will be able to stand firm against all strategies of the devil. For we are not fighting against flesh-and-blood enemies, but against evil rulers and authorities of the unseen world, against mighty powers in this dark world, and against evil spirits in heavenly places.” So, with all of this being said, broken hearts suck. Point, blank period. Put on ALL OF GODS ARMOR, pray about EVERYTHING, remember JESUS LOVES YOU SO MUCH! Always be friendly to those who broke your heart, because I know for me, I’m always going to love him. And remember, it is all in Gods timing. This guy might be the guy you marry, but God just knows that is isn’t the right time for him to be in your life right now. God also might have someone even more amazing just waiting for you! Trust me, If it is meant to be, God will make it happen before it is too late. He is writing your love story and it is even more amazing then any Nicholas Sparks novel. ;) I know no one will probably even read this, but I needed it off my chest, thank you if you do read it, and God Bless. :)
I’m very fortunate for the things I have and for the people who truly love me. I have came to realize that god puts certain people in your life so you know how you are suppose to be treated and what you deserve. A friendship or relationship takes two people working together to make it better. If you are a true friend or boyfriend you wouldn’t try to control the other person or judge the other person for what they say or do. You can disagree with them but you should always love and support them. I always try to be the best friend/person i can be, and I guess thats not good enough for some people. But I’m not going to try to be anything im not for anyone else. If you don’t like me as i am then watch me as I go.